The feet thing

Finally got an appointment to see my consultant, 8th December. She sent the letter that's been waiting on her signature since July just the other week with an appointment for December. She also said that she is fairly sure I have something called Peripheral Neuropathy which is kind of scary when you look it up on the web, my nerves are dying off but leaving a lot of pain behind as they go. My muscles in my feet are also wasting away making my shoes feel heavier and also making it harder and more painfull to walk. It gets harder on a dailly basis to remain cheerful and keep a smile on my face. I have had this in various degrees for around 18 months now and I do get depressed when the pain gets bad, which is does in spasms, and the wait for a consultant to be bothered to look at my notes with the results of a dozen blood tests and electrical tests in there and think maybe she should inform me of what's wrong.